i can't forget about him....why???

Last year, i had meet someone that i never knowing about him... just only one month I'm just fall in love with him..but, he 3 years old young from me... I don't know what happen in my feeling for that moment... I had tell him about my feeling on him... but the answer is he only can make me just only a lovely friend... Only friend... I'm frustrated ... Now, he had couple that same age with me... In more sadly, her girlfriend is my schoolmate in 2003 and 2004 years...

one year I can't forget about him...until now... I can't call her girlfriends name... it can make me sad and crying without stop.. actually, i know he just only want a sex with women... Just one thing in his mind to get a sex with that women...

For Ahmad Azizi from sungai udang, klang, selangor... i can't forget about you.. you always came in my dream...why must you young boy???? why I must dream about you... You know Jiji, my heart move fast when i saw you anywhere... I saw you, but you can't see me... just one thing i want you to know about me after you make me frustrated... I'm always happy,but my heart, my soul,my mind and my everything never stop thinking what have you done to me... I can't accept this.....

One day, I'll invite you for my wedding... I promise.....
Goodbye my old lovely friends... Ahmad Azizi.....
you always in my mind.......

3. How are you going to use the skills that you learn during your public speaking course in the future?

In the first step, I will used the skill how to persuade people when be a sales.It can be for me to more too speak and give a little conventional for the buyer about the product. Besides that, can improve my pronouns and met each other to the variety characteristic human in the world. Another skill that learn during my public speaking course is how to overcome the stage fright when give a speech to people where’s I no to be a shivery while to speech to many audience. The other skill is, I will preparation before give to speech to others people and analyze the topic first before the day is come. Although, in short time I will analyze in the early before starting. It will be improve the speaking and the spoken. It is also to improve itself to be a perfect on speaking in English while met others people. Without knowing anything about public speaking, we just like “katak bawah tempurung”. So make sure the public speaking is for meet others people and many types of people characteristic we must found at so, the environment on this we must more be matured and always smile….!

2. What are the methods that you use in persuading people?

In my persuading presentation I sale the hand phone and any brand. The methods that I use to persuading people to buy my hand phone is, confidential of the price that is not to expensive, the original casing and battery, get chargers and the head phone. Also get a warranty until one year. I also persuade people in good introduction of the product about the brand, the software, and the speaker. Mostly the buyer will ask about the price, the software, the original battery and also the speaker. Usually the buyer will ask the speaker on Nokia and Sony Ericsson brand which one is better. From the question, I will persuade and convince the buyer the Sony Ericsson brand is better than Nokia. Before persuade, must be know about the overall of Sony Ericsson brand and to make sure the persuading that I do it more benefit and the buyer will buy it. Besides that, give a some free give to the buyer after buy something and its also including in persuade others people and don’t give up in fast when the people concern about to promote and persuade to buy it.

1. What is your experience in giving an informative speech and how you did you face the situation on the presentation day?

My experience in giving an informative speech is search the suitable topic at internet. Choosing topic that much more time to find a suitable topic, because much information had in internet world. I choose a topic 7 Wonder in the world, where that have many country have wonder and I just pick in 1 wonder in each country. Sometimes, have 2 or more wonder in one country. So, I choose that interesting, good information about that and the best picture. After get information I just analyze, pick the best word to speech. It very hard to find a sentence to put in as a point on PowerPoint. In my experience, must be careful and read properly to find the better word to present it. The spelling and the pronounce must be correct because it will remark by judges. While in the presentation day, the situation be silent, scare and my face while the situation on the presentation very pale, my finger very cold, and my head blurred and also shivery. I cannot sit in properly and my finger still shivery. After the presentation it is become a normal but the shivery still have.

No Use Crying

I won't let you break
You'll live to fight another day
All so you feel safe
I'd take a bullet, jump a speeding train
I kick to stay afloat, and end this sad song on a happy note
No one else came close, to making my heart stop
So you gotta wipe your eyes
Cos there's no use crying
I Know your sick of trying
But you know your day is gonna come
Wipe your eyes
Cos there's no use crying
I Know you're sick of trying
But you know your day is gonna come
But you know one day we'll run away
And they will hunt and chase
I will turn this place
Into a playground once again
Say you'll come with me
I will try to make you all feel safe
I Know you gotta wipe your eyes,
Cos there's no use crying,
Know your sick of trying
but you know your day is gonna come,
Know your day is gonna come

Gravity

Honey, It's been a long time coming
And I can't stop now
Such a long time running
And I can't stop now
Do you hear my heart beating
Can you hear that sound
Cause I can't help thinking
And I don't look down
And then I looked up at the sun
And I could see
Oh the way that gravity turns for you and me
And then I looked up at the sky and saw the sun
And the way that gravity pulls on everyone, on everyone
Baby, It's been a long time waiting
Such a long, long time
And I can't stop smiling
No I can't stop now
And do you hear my heart beating
Ah can you hear that sound
Cause I can't help crying
And I won't look down
And then I looked up at the sun and I could see
Oh the way that gravity turns on you and me
And then I looked up at the sun and saw the sky
And the way that gravity pulls on you and I, on you and I
Can you hear my heart beating
Can you hear that sound
Cause I can't help crying
And I wont look down

Uninvited

Like anyone would be
I am flattered by your fascination with me
Like any hot-blooded woman
I have simply wanted an object to crave
But you, you're not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight
Must be strangely exciting
To watch the stoic squirm
Must be somewhat heartening
To watch shepherd need shepherd
But you you're not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight
Like any uncharted territory
I must seem greatly intriguing
You speak of my love like
You have experienced love like mine before
But this is not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight
I don't think you unworthy
I need a moment to deliberate

Trust

There's no-one left in the world
That i can hold onto
There is really no-one left at all
There is only you
And if you leave me now
You leave all that we were
undone
There is really no-one left
You are the only one

And still the hardest part for you
to put your trust in me
I love you more than i can say
Why won't you just believe?

MOM

Mom

There is something special in you,

Ever since I was born,

You are very important to me, to ‘Abah’,

And for the whole family.

Mom

Ever since I looked at you,

I can see,

A shiny light on you,

Showing us the way of life,

Teach us that everything we did,

Not know.

Mom

You are everything for us,

Without you,

We might be lost,

In this world,

Full of dust and dirty.

Mom

I just want you to know,

That we all love you,

For your gracefully and kindness.

Thank you mom for everything.

Your are the greatest.

Happy belated mother’s day mom.. mmuuuaaahhh…

LIFE

Life is our lecturer,

Teaching us good experience and painful ones.

The painful days are difficult to understand,

But it is from there trouble times that we learn.

How to be strong,

We learn to hold on face each day, even though we hurt and feel understand.

We learn that the simple’s pleasures are often the most rewarding.

And we learn that losing is often only other steps towards winning.

And when life turns its smiling side to us again.

As it always does,

We find ourselves stronger, with a greater knowledge of ourselves and are able to fell the welcome comfort and good times more deeply than before…

CARE FOR TALE, ANYBODY?!

This is the story about four people. Everybody, Somebody, Anybody, and Nobody. There was an important job to be done and Everybody was ask to do it. Anybody could have done it, but Nobody did it. Somebody got angry about that because it was Everybody’s job. Everybody thought Anybody could do it. But Nobody realize that Everybody wouldn’t do it. It ended up with Everybody blaming Somebody but actually Nobody asked anybody?!

MY FRIEND

My friends,

When I was first stepped in this college,

I did not realize,

How important friends in this life,

Sharing and caring for each other,

Without knowing

From where they come and colors.

My friend,

Even though

We did not have the same in common,

We know that we can be best friends,

Forever and ever,

No one can stop us,

To be the best friend.

My friends,

The task that we have face together,

Might be use full to use,

To face for the new millennium,

And for our future.

My friends,

I just want you to know,

How many hopeless and task,

That might be fall,

There is nothing can separate us.

For my dearly friends,

Wani, Ika, Faha, Gha, zura, Maria, Aine, Ezy, Ju, Jijah and others,

Thank you for being my best friend,

Thank you for two years living,

Thank you for everything.

THE TRUHT IS STILL OUT THERE

One day we will really felt accused,

That we are innocent,

But we must think back,

This is what the world meant for,

Our country,

Looking back at our teenagers,

Who act like “teen angel”

The really they are nobody,

Depending on their parent sake,

Who work really hard,

But their children misuse

The wealth,

But not all of them are like that,

Who felt their responsibilities

For the nation,

But we misunderstand them,

Punk what we call them,

The truth what are they spoke

They do have heart and brains,

Let’s support

Our independent hardcore.

What had happened today,

Will ever-reverse back,

It’s up to us to mend it back,

Good, bad or ugly.

Here it comes.

Do not smoke

you think you look macho with that thing?
well, think again, get lost if you think you want to be like that..
sticking out from your youthful lips,
puffing out intoxicating smoke.
which is slowly but deadly,
murdering your youth,
turning you're your lungs into black soot,
you think it doesn't matter?
you can still stop any time your want,
but do you think have it all under control??
you are wrong....
dead wrong
no one can completely escape this civil grasp,
you will find it your self,
trapped and helpless.
to your dismay, you have lost in a gamble of your life.
think again.
don't throw your life away.
just for the sake of others.
think if this is really worth it.
love your life and your family.
think of them with our your.
love the lives of other around you.
think BIG and HARDLY.

What's Bothering you.. "money problem"

sunday, June 10,2007

I had problem with money. My money is not enough for this month, only enough for two weeks. huhuhu.... I don't know what I had done with my loan. I don't have money to eat. I don't know who can help me that can borrow her or his money. I want borrow with my mother, but she should angry on me. I don't want my mother always noise to talk about money. aaaarrrggghhhhh. Sometimes, if my brother want borrow her money, she easier to give it. Why me can't borrow her money, I'm her daughter. That it is unfair, I am her youngest daughter and the last daughter. Now, I made decision to borrow from my friends, namely Nazri. He work at Kuala Lumpur. Now, I had get his money, but how I can pay back his money???? confuse...confuse....confuse...
:-( huhuhuhu.....

10 things I like about you

1) The way you talk to me
2) The way you love me
3) The way you attend to me as your girlfriend
4) The way you dress up
5) The way you eat
6) The way you hug me
7) The way you walk with me
8) The way you sleep
9) The way you smile
10) The way you laugh

10 things this is make me more loving with my boyfriend. Although he always angry with me because of jealousy, I always love him forever. Herewith that ways, I always remain him so that he never mad me against. Heheheheh… ^-^ love ya……..

Man

M...

Really I don’t know
That is the ending
Of my eager, his gone
I can’t forget the tragedy
Now, only me alone

M
I miss you very much
Your smile, your laugh
Its make me happy
Now, no more
The happiness is gone after you go
Everyday I pray for your happiness
With “her”, but don’t forget
I still love you
Can you hear it?

You give me guidance when I need it before
You ready to help me when I’m in stress
If you hear it, I just want to say
I am missing you…

I miss you…

I can’t forget my special boyfriend
Although, the whole world I had explore
My heart still closed
After you, I don’t want to fall in love against
Only god knows myself in intolerable
Without you, who I am
When I miss you, I’ll imagine your face
You and me in the sky
When I conscious, it is just a dream
When I’m ponder at the lonely night
I remember our promise to making the love castle
Now, the love is wipe out after you go

I want to future my studies
Will you waiting for me
Cause I’m still in loyalty
If you hear it, I just want to say
I am missing you


When you gone, it’s make me sad
And what can I say that it’s a destiny
One day, we will together…..

........................................................................................................

This speech is I wrote for my ex-boyfriend where at the first he had promise to me that he will love me forever. Anything for his word I trust it but all what have he said to me it is just only a cheat. He liar to me that he still single, but at the same time when he try to tackle me he had a girlfriend. His friend had told me and I just go far away from his life. So, when I in sad I wrote this wordy for his. Although I’m still waiting for him I think it back that I wasted my time for his. Now, I had new boyfriend that replace for him. At the first I can’t accept my new boyfriend because I’m too scare if I had disappointed it against. Well, he promises to me that he never to make disappointed. He will take care of me forever. Huhuhuhu…. ^-^ thank you abg Iwan bobo.

sonnet

My friend and me
Looking through her red box of memories
Faded I'm sure
But love seems to stick in her veins you know

Yes, there's love if you want it
Don't sound like no sonnet, my lord
Yes, there's love if you want it
Don't sound like no sonnet, my lord
My lord

Why can't you see?
That nature has its way of warning me
Eyes open wide
Looking at the heavens with a tear in my eye

Yes, there's love if you want it
Don’t sounds like no sonnet, my lord?
Yes, there's love if you want it
Don't sound like no sonnet, my lord
My lord

Sinking fast within a boat without a hull
My lord
Dreaming about the day when I can see you there
My side
By my side

Here we go again and my head is gone, my lord
I stop to say hello
'Cause I think you should know by now

Last Kiss

Where, oh where, can my baby be? The lord took her away from
Me. she’s gone to heaven, so I’ve got to be good. So I can see my baby when i
Leave this world.

We were out on a date in my daddy’s car. We hadn’t driven very far. There in
The road, straight ahead. a car was stalled, the engine was dead.

I couldn’t stop, so I swerved to the right. Ill never forget the sound that
night. The screaming tires, the bustin glass. The painful scream that I heard
Last.

Oh where, oh where, can my baby be? The lord took her away from me. she’s gone
To heaven, so I’ve got to be good. So I can see my baby when I leave this world.

When I woke up the rain was pouring down. There were people standing all around.
Something warm flowing through my eyes. But somehow I found my baby that night.
I lifted her head; she looked at me and said. Hold me darling, just a little
while. I held her close; I kissed her our last kiss. I found the love that I
Knew I had missed.

Well now she’s gone. Even though I hold her tight. I lost my love, my life,
That night.

Oh where, oh where, can my baby be? The lord took her away from me. She’s gone
To heaven, so I’ve got to be good. So I can see my baby when I leave this
world.

Experience Chatting

Sunday, June 03, 2007

Experience on chatting is a looks like normally and everybody had been to chatting. It is not for all adult but chatting is for all ages. Teenager also knows how to chatting and for me as an adolescent is chatting for to bereft their boring. Sometimes, the chatter needs more friends, changes opinion, knows about others country and many more.

Suddenly, the chatter was chatting is want search for marriage partner. Usually the people on 30 ages want search for marriage partner. In my experience, I had chatting with some guy for search a girlfriend. He chat with me with kindness and the way he chatting but when he needs me to be his girlfriend and I have decline to be his girlfriend. I know him honest on me, but I have boyfriend and I don’t have two boyfriends. It is so stupid while I thinking it back. That men willing share lover with my boyfriend. For me, it is an idiot thinking.

I talk with that men and I can’t accept him, and why he willing share lover with my boyfriend looks like no others girls anymore on this world. He asks to me for my phone number, I don’t give it and I disconnect the line. I truly can’t accept him and it is because I’m still loyalty with my boyfriends and I don’t want he disappointed on me.

In all my experience on chatting is that is a big problem that I have it and I don’t want to chat anymore. Of course I love to chat, but for settle a problem and changes opinion with another, not for that. Now, I’ll stop to chat and be a loyalty for my sweetheart. Hhuhuhuhu… Love him very much.