MOM

Mom

There is something special in you,

Ever since I was born,

You are very important to me, to ‘Abah’,

And for the whole family.

Mom

Ever since I looked at you,

I can see,

A shiny light on you,

Showing us the way of life,

Teach us that everything we did,

Not know.

Mom

You are everything for us,

Without you,

We might be lost,

In this world,

Full of dust and dirty.

Mom

I just want you to know,

That we all love you,

For your gracefully and kindness.

Thank you mom for everything.

Your are the greatest.

Happy belated mother’s day mom.. mmuuuaaahhh…

LIFE

Life is our lecturer,

Teaching us good experience and painful ones.

The painful days are difficult to understand,

But it is from there trouble times that we learn.

How to be strong,

We learn to hold on face each day, even though we hurt and feel understand.

We learn that the simple’s pleasures are often the most rewarding.

And we learn that losing is often only other steps towards winning.

And when life turns its smiling side to us again.

As it always does,

We find ourselves stronger, with a greater knowledge of ourselves and are able to fell the welcome comfort and good times more deeply than before…

CARE FOR TALE, ANYBODY?!

This is the story about four people. Everybody, Somebody, Anybody, and Nobody. There was an important job to be done and Everybody was ask to do it. Anybody could have done it, but Nobody did it. Somebody got angry about that because it was Everybody’s job. Everybody thought Anybody could do it. But Nobody realize that Everybody wouldn’t do it. It ended up with Everybody blaming Somebody but actually Nobody asked anybody?!

MY FRIEND

My friends,

When I was first stepped in this college,

I did not realize,

How important friends in this life,

Sharing and caring for each other,

Without knowing

From where they come and colors.

My friend,

Even though

We did not have the same in common,

We know that we can be best friends,

Forever and ever,

No one can stop us,

To be the best friend.

My friends,

The task that we have face together,

Might be use full to use,

To face for the new millennium,

And for our future.

My friends,

I just want you to know,

How many hopeless and task,

That might be fall,

There is nothing can separate us.

For my dearly friends,

Wani, Ika, Faha, Gha, zura, Maria, Aine, Ezy, Ju, Jijah and others,

Thank you for being my best friend,

Thank you for two years living,

Thank you for everything.

THE TRUHT IS STILL OUT THERE

One day we will really felt accused,

That we are innocent,

But we must think back,

This is what the world meant for,

Our country,

Looking back at our teenagers,

Who act like “teen angel”

The really they are nobody,

Depending on their parent sake,

Who work really hard,

But their children misuse

The wealth,

But not all of them are like that,

Who felt their responsibilities

For the nation,

But we misunderstand them,

Punk what we call them,

The truth what are they spoke

They do have heart and brains,

Let’s support

Our independent hardcore.

What had happened today,

Will ever-reverse back,

It’s up to us to mend it back,

Good, bad or ugly.

Here it comes.

Do not smoke

you think you look macho with that thing?
well, think again, get lost if you think you want to be like that..
sticking out from your youthful lips,
puffing out intoxicating smoke.
which is slowly but deadly,
murdering your youth,
turning you're your lungs into black soot,
you think it doesn't matter?
you can still stop any time your want,
but do you think have it all under control??
you are wrong....
dead wrong
no one can completely escape this civil grasp,
you will find it your self,
trapped and helpless.
to your dismay, you have lost in a gamble of your life.
think again.
don't throw your life away.
just for the sake of others.
think if this is really worth it.
love your life and your family.
think of them with our your.
love the lives of other around you.
think BIG and HARDLY.

What's Bothering you.. "money problem"

sunday, June 10,2007

I had problem with money. My money is not enough for this month, only enough for two weeks. huhuhu.... I don't know what I had done with my loan. I don't have money to eat. I don't know who can help me that can borrow her or his money. I want borrow with my mother, but she should angry on me. I don't want my mother always noise to talk about money. aaaarrrggghhhhh. Sometimes, if my brother want borrow her money, she easier to give it. Why me can't borrow her money, I'm her daughter. That it is unfair, I am her youngest daughter and the last daughter. Now, I made decision to borrow from my friends, namely Nazri. He work at Kuala Lumpur. Now, I had get his money, but how I can pay back his money???? confuse...confuse....confuse...
:-( huhuhuhu.....

10 things I like about you

1) The way you talk to me
2) The way you love me
3) The way you attend to me as your girlfriend
4) The way you dress up
5) The way you eat
6) The way you hug me
7) The way you walk with me
8) The way you sleep
9) The way you smile
10) The way you laugh

10 things this is make me more loving with my boyfriend. Although he always angry with me because of jealousy, I always love him forever. Herewith that ways, I always remain him so that he never mad me against. Heheheheh… ^-^ love ya……..

Man

M...

Really I don’t know
That is the ending
Of my eager, his gone
I can’t forget the tragedy
Now, only me alone

M
I miss you very much
Your smile, your laugh
Its make me happy
Now, no more
The happiness is gone after you go
Everyday I pray for your happiness
With “her”, but don’t forget
I still love you
Can you hear it?

You give me guidance when I need it before
You ready to help me when I’m in stress
If you hear it, I just want to say
I am missing you…

I miss you…

I can’t forget my special boyfriend
Although, the whole world I had explore
My heart still closed
After you, I don’t want to fall in love against
Only god knows myself in intolerable
Without you, who I am
When I miss you, I’ll imagine your face
You and me in the sky
When I conscious, it is just a dream
When I’m ponder at the lonely night
I remember our promise to making the love castle
Now, the love is wipe out after you go

I want to future my studies
Will you waiting for me
Cause I’m still in loyalty
If you hear it, I just want to say
I am missing you


When you gone, it’s make me sad
And what can I say that it’s a destiny
One day, we will together…..

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This speech is I wrote for my ex-boyfriend where at the first he had promise to me that he will love me forever. Anything for his word I trust it but all what have he said to me it is just only a cheat. He liar to me that he still single, but at the same time when he try to tackle me he had a girlfriend. His friend had told me and I just go far away from his life. So, when I in sad I wrote this wordy for his. Although I’m still waiting for him I think it back that I wasted my time for his. Now, I had new boyfriend that replace for him. At the first I can’t accept my new boyfriend because I’m too scare if I had disappointed it against. Well, he promises to me that he never to make disappointed. He will take care of me forever. Huhuhuhu…. ^-^ thank you abg Iwan bobo.

sonnet

My friend and me
Looking through her red box of memories
Faded I'm sure
But love seems to stick in her veins you know

Yes, there's love if you want it
Don't sound like no sonnet, my lord
Yes, there's love if you want it
Don't sound like no sonnet, my lord
My lord

Why can't you see?
That nature has its way of warning me
Eyes open wide
Looking at the heavens with a tear in my eye

Yes, there's love if you want it
Don’t sounds like no sonnet, my lord?
Yes, there's love if you want it
Don't sound like no sonnet, my lord
My lord

Sinking fast within a boat without a hull
My lord
Dreaming about the day when I can see you there
My side
By my side

Here we go again and my head is gone, my lord
I stop to say hello
'Cause I think you should know by now

Last Kiss

Where, oh where, can my baby be? The lord took her away from
Me. she’s gone to heaven, so I’ve got to be good. So I can see my baby when i
Leave this world.

We were out on a date in my daddy’s car. We hadn’t driven very far. There in
The road, straight ahead. a car was stalled, the engine was dead.

I couldn’t stop, so I swerved to the right. Ill never forget the sound that
night. The screaming tires, the bustin glass. The painful scream that I heard
Last.

Oh where, oh where, can my baby be? The lord took her away from me. she’s gone
To heaven, so I’ve got to be good. So I can see my baby when I leave this world.

When I woke up the rain was pouring down. There were people standing all around.
Something warm flowing through my eyes. But somehow I found my baby that night.
I lifted her head; she looked at me and said. Hold me darling, just a little
while. I held her close; I kissed her our last kiss. I found the love that I
Knew I had missed.

Well now she’s gone. Even though I hold her tight. I lost my love, my life,
That night.

Oh where, oh where, can my baby be? The lord took her away from me. She’s gone
To heaven, so I’ve got to be good. So I can see my baby when I leave this
world.

Experience Chatting

Sunday, June 03, 2007

Experience on chatting is a looks like normally and everybody had been to chatting. It is not for all adult but chatting is for all ages. Teenager also knows how to chatting and for me as an adolescent is chatting for to bereft their boring. Sometimes, the chatter needs more friends, changes opinion, knows about others country and many more.

Suddenly, the chatter was chatting is want search for marriage partner. Usually the people on 30 ages want search for marriage partner. In my experience, I had chatting with some guy for search a girlfriend. He chat with me with kindness and the way he chatting but when he needs me to be his girlfriend and I have decline to be his girlfriend. I know him honest on me, but I have boyfriend and I don’t have two boyfriends. It is so stupid while I thinking it back. That men willing share lover with my boyfriend. For me, it is an idiot thinking.

I talk with that men and I can’t accept him, and why he willing share lover with my boyfriend looks like no others girls anymore on this world. He asks to me for my phone number, I don’t give it and I disconnect the line. I truly can’t accept him and it is because I’m still loyalty with my boyfriends and I don’t want he disappointed on me.

In all my experience on chatting is that is a big problem that I have it and I don’t want to chat anymore. Of course I love to chat, but for settle a problem and changes opinion with another, not for that. Now, I’ll stop to chat and be a loyalty for my sweetheart. Hhuhuhuhu… Love him very much.

Pekan Fest

Friday, May 31 2007

This day is making me feel happy because I had goes to Pekan Fest at Pekan. I have no class today, so I made decision and discuss with my friend to go the Pekan Fest. My friend agrees with my idea and she want go too and she give me to use her car. She goes with another friend. We follow her in the back.

We all go after Solat Jumaat and we all reach a destination at 4 pm. The place not to bad, too big and many exhibitions on that Fest. It is a exhibitions about cars, university, batch or plants, animals, old commodity of soldier and many more. In a exhibitions for old commodity of soldier, many things that they all show it.

Actually I would like to meet my friend at there. He work at eat place and I try to call him at many time but their phone not have coverage. I’m so angry and disappointed on him. I willing not eat for lunch because too exited to meet him. When I try again to call him, still not have coverage. So, I don’t have mood to see another exhibitions and I truly want to meet him and talk.

After 6 p.m I don’t get him and all exhibitions I had seen this still make me no mood and disappointed on him. Well, I back to hostel and eat for dinner and I had called him and I told him that I’m disappointed on him. He apologizes for his phone mistake because his phone had a problem when put in the pocket. So, I want grumble on him but he feel sorry about today and he persuade me. Well, I forgive him and we will see with another day. Huhuhuhuhu………

Yesterday and today

Monday, 28 May 2007

Today, today, today, today.... arrrggghh too boring. My assignment not done yet. The server at this lab to slowly and I fed-up all of this.
Why this server problem always happen that I want to use it. I need to use it, and I want my assignment finish up already. huhuhu...
Mom, dad, I tired of this.. My head was blurred, and can't think for anything. :-( huhu... I'm gonna cry...
Yesterday night I have a big problem with my brother. He want me give a opinion of their relationship with her girfriend. Her girlfriend name was zahirah and I just call her Ira. My brother ask me that I really like Ira or not. Then, I told to my brother that I don't mind who will be her girlfriend. That is important for me is if she know how to love my brother and she respect to my both parents. She is not bad, pretty, kindness, lovable, and all perfect to her. But one thing about her that she is not mature.
She still like a high school teenager.Huhuhu... I truly don't know what happen with my brother and her girlfriend. My brother want broke with her and it is a good idea for settle
this problem????? Why must broke if we love each other???? aarrgghhh... men, all men will be the same.
That night, I can't give my opinion to my brother because we not talk with face to face. It is difficult to me for give a advice for him. That is not easy to settle other poeple problem. That is weird, why must ask me??? I don't know how to settle it is... hehehe... ( ^_^ )
Other people out there, can u help me??????

My second crush

Sunday, 27 May,2007



In end years 2004, after SPM examination I had knew my brother friends. While, my brother study at UITM Shah Alam. His friends in same class with my brother in course Electronic Engineer. His friend name is Ahmad Dzarfan bin Mohd Zamri. He name age with my brother in 22 years old on that years. At the first, I hate he came my house and every days his came and spending time idly with my brother.

After two month and he always came my house and I always make he drinks and open door for his suddenly I like him. When I see his face nearly, his face too much handsome and his face same with my favorite artist, Asyraff Sinclair. That time, I just like dreaming that I had met my favorite artist that I fan his very much. At the first, my eyes can move and my all body is stiffer. But, when my brother come front of me and he wake me up of my dream, and my brother command to me to make for his drinks. I hate this, every days his friend came my brother command to me to make it drinks or cooks something for his.

My brother doesn’t know that I had crush with Ahmad Dzarfan. One day, my brother looks my face is change red while his friends try to talk with me. My brother too eager with me and my brother face change. My brother commands me to go my bedroom and he command to me to sleep. I will go along what have my brother give me a command and I will do when he too eager of me. I’m afraid to looks my brother face while he eager, much scary.

One day, I had stolen his friend’s telephone number from my brother his phone. After I get it, I call at night and do a five miscalled. In the morning, his friends call me but I don’t answer it. Because of too scare and I don’t want to answer it. After 2 hours, I call his back and tell everything, but I don’t tell about my feeling on him. We talk too long and he promises to me that he will not tell to my brother. But, he lied to me he told my brother and my brother got anger on me. I’m too afraid, but I also lied to my brother that I don’t call his friends. I hope my brother trust me, but he doubt to me.

After that, my brother doesn’t meet with his friend because his friends apply to further study at KYPM (KPTM) at Cheras on the first years 2005. Before he goes to study he had call my brother and he send his regard to all my family and also to me. I’m glad to hear it and he was happy study at there. But, after one year he calls my brother and tells my brother that he had a girlfriend. I heard that and I’m too disappointed and frustration. Now, I let my feeling on his and assume his just like an admirer and nothing feeling on him anymore. Now, he is my friend on friendster.

My first crush

Saturday, May 26, 2007


When I’m in standard 4 on year 1997, I have admirer with my brother friends. His names are Mohd Izmir Al-Fasah. At the time, his age was 15 years old and he in form 3. I like him it is not because he handsome, but his face looks like cool and mature. Different with my brother, because my brother face is too fiercer.

Every morning when I’m going to school, I always meet by chance with him. He also has gone to school at the morning. When I meet him with his friends and laugh, I can see his face. So truly mature. At the first he doesn’t know that I’ am his sister friends. I know him because when he going back from school with my brother and I saw it. While me also on the way back to my house after school. I just walk after school because my house and my school not to far. I saw him when I walk back to house and he and my brother ride the bike. From that, I had admirer on him.

After that, he knows my brother and be too close and always came my house spending time idly with my brother and with another friends. But, when I in standard 5 and he in form 4, he had gone to the Sekolah Menengah Teknik Sri Manjung Perak. After get a PMR result, he and my brother apply goes to Sekolah Menengah Teknik Sri Manjung and studies until years 1999. There, when he is a senior for those years, my brother told me that he had a girlfriend. When I’m thinking it back, I disappointed but why I must disappointed with him during I’m just only admirer on him. Now, after 5 years I lost about him. My brother don’t know where is now.

When in end the years 2004 and after SPM exam, my brother told me that his going to London. He wants further his study with his girlfriend. I glad to hear it and now my brother told me that he had married. I’m glad to hear and sometimes I feel disappointed on him because can’t see he married. His married at there and my brother lost contact with him. Last years, my brother told me that his going back for Hari Raya Puasa. My brother had met him and I don’t want to see him because my brother has known it that I have crush on his friends. My brother does not angry on me because he knows I’m just admirer on Mohd Izmir. With the same years, I had admirer with another my brother friend at UITM Shah Alam, and it will be my second crush.

Sunday, May 20, 2007

What the best birthday present you received? What is the best one you gave?

The first best birthday that I have received is while I in form 5. Where is my brother given me the watch that is suitable for me. He buys for my birthday present with his own money. He just works as a dispatcher at Cognis Company. Although the salary is just only enough for him, he never forgets to buy a present to me. I appreciate that his present and until now I still keep that watch, although their string had break. Well, I appreciate that present until now because he love me very much and I will never forget that day when I in form 5 in 2004.

My second best birthday present that I have received is at last year in 2006. Where is my parent given me the Sony Ericsson telephone. At the beginning, I just joke that I want the telephone for my birthday present. That day happen is before my birthday. When my birthday arrive, I think my parents will give me that the telephone but my mother said, my father not enough money to buy my present because before 3 day arrive my birthday my father had an accident. My father impinges a motorcycle. So, my fathers need to pay the motorcycle that have damage and for my birthday present my father make a promise to buy it for the next month. Well, the promise is desire and I get the present in month of August. Until now I used the Sony Ericsson telephone and I will appreciate that all presents that I have. I will never to destroy it.

The best that I had given it is I sing for my boyfriend birthday in last years. First time I sing for man and the man is my boyfriend now. He also special in my heart. At the first I wish like usual and said something for my feeling on him. With respect him as my boyfriend and honest be together with him. The best present that I have given to him is I disgorge all about my feeling on him. After that I sing for him, he wants me to sing for him for everyday. He said, he appreciate that what I have given to him and thanks to be his first love and he love me forever and ever. Also he wants me to be he wife. InsyaALLAH……..

Tuesday, May 15, 2007


hello...

what is your favorite hobbies?

My favorite hobbies is like chatting at 2 a.m in the morning. I like chatting at the morning because the server in very fast. Actually I like chatting because I like to have more friends in others places.Sometimes, the chatter is more open minded of everything.The chatter usually talk about study,life,girlfriend,world and everything.But sometimes, the others chatter like to talk about sex. I hates that topic. I hates that topic because I don't like to share this topic to another person that I don't know where he or she come from. Although I can't see he or she face. when I'm thinking it back, I feel too shy and I can't talk about that again. But I will feel better when I talk about this to another people that I knew it. Because of that, my brother always ask me about period. Sometimes he will count my period days.. I don't mind if talk about this with my brother, but I knew his. For the chatting I couldn't talk about it. So, where the chatting usually chat on me about her ex-girlfriends. I can share the problem cause now I have a boyfriend.

My others favorite hobbies is I like to listening music. The others is music that I love to hear is rock music, slow rock music, sentimental music, R&B music, korean music and Japan music. I like to hear that music when I in free or clean the house and my room. Usually I like hear music rock when I in bored and tension. If more pressure I like to use headphone and turn on the volume until end. I like to this if I in pressure because it is can make me feel better. My head feels new and empty without of that pressure. Usually I only do that in one music rock only. I can't hear for many music to release my pressure because the music too louder can make my ear ill. I can't use another ways to make my pressure is better. For me, I can feel better in one music rock only and that is good enough for me to release my pressure.

Emm... what more??? I have no idea to write more.. huhuhuhu...
maybe that all... my head is blurred.....

12. May. 2007

Assalamualaikum...
Today, i'm really tired.. I don't know what i have done today..
My head just like dreaming fly on the air like can't thinking something or moving... ( i'm flying without wings )
My head blurred....

12.May.2007

hallo.....Good evening..
Today is my first day to sign in on the this blogger.
It is very easy and fast to sign up as a new blogger.
well.. i'm happy now i have done my first assignment, but truly i said i really don't know how to use it.. heheh
Anyone can help me for this blogger..??? anyone..please help me...huhuhu..