My first crush

Saturday, May 26, 2007


When I’m in standard 4 on year 1997, I have admirer with my brother friends. His names are Mohd Izmir Al-Fasah. At the time, his age was 15 years old and he in form 3. I like him it is not because he handsome, but his face looks like cool and mature. Different with my brother, because my brother face is too fiercer.

Every morning when I’m going to school, I always meet by chance with him. He also has gone to school at the morning. When I meet him with his friends and laugh, I can see his face. So truly mature. At the first he doesn’t know that I’ am his sister friends. I know him because when he going back from school with my brother and I saw it. While me also on the way back to my house after school. I just walk after school because my house and my school not to far. I saw him when I walk back to house and he and my brother ride the bike. From that, I had admirer on him.

After that, he knows my brother and be too close and always came my house spending time idly with my brother and with another friends. But, when I in standard 5 and he in form 4, he had gone to the Sekolah Menengah Teknik Sri Manjung Perak. After get a PMR result, he and my brother apply goes to Sekolah Menengah Teknik Sri Manjung and studies until years 1999. There, when he is a senior for those years, my brother told me that he had a girlfriend. When I’m thinking it back, I disappointed but why I must disappointed with him during I’m just only admirer on him. Now, after 5 years I lost about him. My brother don’t know where is now.

When in end the years 2004 and after SPM exam, my brother told me that his going to London. He wants further his study with his girlfriend. I glad to hear it and now my brother told me that he had married. I’m glad to hear and sometimes I feel disappointed on him because can’t see he married. His married at there and my brother lost contact with him. Last years, my brother told me that his going back for Hari Raya Puasa. My brother had met him and I don’t want to see him because my brother has known it that I have crush on his friends. My brother does not angry on me because he knows I’m just admirer on Mohd Izmir. With the same years, I had admirer with another my brother friend at UITM Shah Alam, and it will be my second crush.