Monday, 28 May 2007
Today, today, today, today.... arrrggghh too boring. My assignment not done yet. The server at this lab to slowly and I fed-up all of this.
Why this server problem always happen that I want to use it. I need to use it, and I want my assignment finish up already. huhuhu...
Mom, dad, I tired of this.. My head was blurred, and can't think for anything. :-( huhu... I'm gonna cry...
Yesterday night I have a big problem with my brother. He want me give a opinion of their relationship with her girfriend. Her girlfriend name was zahirah and I just call her Ira. My brother ask me that I really like Ira or not. Then, I told to my brother that I don't mind who will be her girlfriend. That is important for me is if she know how to love my brother and she respect to my both parents. She is not bad, pretty, kindness, lovable, and all perfect to her. But one thing about her that she is not mature.
She still like a high school teenager.Huhuhu... I truly don't know what happen with my brother and her girlfriend. My brother want broke with her and it is a good idea for settle
this problem????? Why must broke if we love each other???? aarrgghhh... men, all men will be the same.
That night, I can't give my opinion to my brother because we not talk with face to face. It is difficult to me for give a advice for him. That is not easy to settle other poeple problem. That is weird, why must ask me??? I don't know how to settle it is... hehehe... ( ^_^ )
Other people out there, can u help me??????
Sunday, May 27, 2007
My second crush
Sunday, 27 May,2007
In end years 2004, after SPM examination I had knew my brother friends. While, my brother study at UITM Shah Alam. His friends in same class with my brother in course Electronic Engineer. His friend name is Ahmad Dzarfan bin Mohd Zamri. He name age with my brother in 22 years old on that years. At the first, I hate he came my house and every days his came and spending time idly with my brother.
After two month and he always came my house and I always make he drinks and open door for his suddenly I like him. When I see his face nearly, his face too much handsome and his face same with my favorite artist, Asyraff Sinclair. That time, I just like dreaming that I had met my favorite artist that I fan his very much. At the first, my eyes can move and my all body is stiffer. But, when my brother come front of me and he wake me up of my dream, and my brother command to me to make for his drinks. I hate this, every days his friend came my brother command to me to make it drinks or cooks something for his.
My brother doesn’t know that I had crush with Ahmad Dzarfan. One day, my brother looks my face is change red while his friends try to talk with me. My brother too eager with me and my brother face change. My brother commands me to go my bedroom and he command to me to sleep. I will go along what have my brother give me a command and I will do when he too eager of me. I’m afraid to looks my brother face while he eager, much scary.
One day, I had stolen his friend’s telephone number from my brother his phone. After I get it, I call at night and do a five miscalled. In the morning, his friends call me but I don’t answer it. Because of too scare and I don’t want to answer it. After 2 hours, I call his back and tell everything, but I don’t tell about my feeling on him. We talk too long and he promises to me that he will not tell to my brother. But, he lied to me he told my brother and my brother got anger on me. I’m too afraid, but I also lied to my brother that I don’t call his friends. I hope my brother trust me, but he doubt to me.
After that, my brother doesn’t meet with his friend because his friends apply to further study at KYPM (KPTM) at Cheras on the first years 2005. Before he goes to study he had call my brother and he send his regard to all my family and also to me. I’m glad to hear it and he was happy study at there. But, after one year he calls my brother and tells my brother that he had a girlfriend. I heard that and I’m too disappointed and frustration. Now, I let my feeling on his and assume his just like an admirer and nothing feeling on him anymore. Now, he is my friend on friendster.
In end years 2004, after SPM examination I had knew my brother friends. While, my brother study at UITM Shah Alam. His friends in same class with my brother in course Electronic Engineer. His friend name is Ahmad Dzarfan bin Mohd Zamri. He name age with my brother in 22 years old on that years. At the first, I hate he came my house and every days his came and spending time idly with my brother.
After two month and he always came my house and I always make he drinks and open door for his suddenly I like him. When I see his face nearly, his face too much handsome and his face same with my favorite artist, Asyraff Sinclair. That time, I just like dreaming that I had met my favorite artist that I fan his very much. At the first, my eyes can move and my all body is stiffer. But, when my brother come front of me and he wake me up of my dream, and my brother command to me to make for his drinks. I hate this, every days his friend came my brother command to me to make it drinks or cooks something for his.
My brother doesn’t know that I had crush with Ahmad Dzarfan. One day, my brother looks my face is change red while his friends try to talk with me. My brother too eager with me and my brother face change. My brother commands me to go my bedroom and he command to me to sleep. I will go along what have my brother give me a command and I will do when he too eager of me. I’m afraid to looks my brother face while he eager, much scary.
One day, I had stolen his friend’s telephone number from my brother his phone. After I get it, I call at night and do a five miscalled. In the morning, his friends call me but I don’t answer it. Because of too scare and I don’t want to answer it. After 2 hours, I call his back and tell everything, but I don’t tell about my feeling on him. We talk too long and he promises to me that he will not tell to my brother. But, he lied to me he told my brother and my brother got anger on me. I’m too afraid, but I also lied to my brother that I don’t call his friends. I hope my brother trust me, but he doubt to me.
After that, my brother doesn’t meet with his friend because his friends apply to further study at KYPM (KPTM) at Cheras on the first years 2005. Before he goes to study he had call my brother and he send his regard to all my family and also to me. I’m glad to hear it and he was happy study at there. But, after one year he calls my brother and tells my brother that he had a girlfriend. I heard that and I’m too disappointed and frustration. Now, I let my feeling on his and assume his just like an admirer and nothing feeling on him anymore. Now, he is my friend on friendster.
My first crush
Saturday, May 26, 2007
When I’m in standard 4 on year 1997, I have admirer with my brother friends. His names are Mohd Izmir Al-Fasah. At the time, his age was 15 years old and he in form 3. I like him it is not because he handsome, but his face looks like cool and mature. Different with my brother, because my brother face is too fiercer.
Every morning when I’m going to school, I always meet by chance with him. He also has gone to school at the morning. When I meet him with his friends and laugh, I can see his face. So truly mature. At the first he doesn’t know that I’ am his sister friends. I know him because when he going back from school with my brother and I saw it. While me also on the way back to my house after school. I just walk after school because my house and my school not to far. I saw him when I walk back to house and he and my brother ride the bike. From that, I had admirer on him.
After that, he knows my brother and be too close and always came my house spending time idly with my brother and with another friends. But, when I in standard 5 and he in form 4, he had gone to the Sekolah Menengah Teknik Sri Manjung Perak. After get a PMR result, he and my brother apply goes to Sekolah Menengah Teknik Sri Manjung and studies until years 1999. There, when he is a senior for those years, my brother told me that he had a girlfriend. When I’m thinking it back, I disappointed but why I must disappointed with him during I’m just only admirer on him. Now, after 5 years I lost about him. My brother don’t know where is now.
When in end the years 2004 and after SPM exam, my brother told me that his going to London. He wants further his study with his girlfriend. I glad to hear it and now my brother told me that he had married. I’m glad to hear and sometimes I feel disappointed on him because can’t see he married. His married at there and my brother lost contact with him. Last years, my brother told me that his going back for Hari Raya Puasa. My brother had met him and I don’t want to see him because my brother has known it that I have crush on his friends. My brother does not angry on me because he knows I’m just admirer on Mohd Izmir. With the same years, I had admirer with another my brother friend at UITM Shah Alam, and it will be my second crush.
When I’m in standard 4 on year 1997, I have admirer with my brother friends. His names are Mohd Izmir Al-Fasah. At the time, his age was 15 years old and he in form 3. I like him it is not because he handsome, but his face looks like cool and mature. Different with my brother, because my brother face is too fiercer.
Every morning when I’m going to school, I always meet by chance with him. He also has gone to school at the morning. When I meet him with his friends and laugh, I can see his face. So truly mature. At the first he doesn’t know that I’ am his sister friends. I know him because when he going back from school with my brother and I saw it. While me also on the way back to my house after school. I just walk after school because my house and my school not to far. I saw him when I walk back to house and he and my brother ride the bike. From that, I had admirer on him.
After that, he knows my brother and be too close and always came my house spending time idly with my brother and with another friends. But, when I in standard 5 and he in form 4, he had gone to the Sekolah Menengah Teknik Sri Manjung Perak. After get a PMR result, he and my brother apply goes to Sekolah Menengah Teknik Sri Manjung and studies until years 1999. There, when he is a senior for those years, my brother told me that he had a girlfriend. When I’m thinking it back, I disappointed but why I must disappointed with him during I’m just only admirer on him. Now, after 5 years I lost about him. My brother don’t know where is now.
When in end the years 2004 and after SPM exam, my brother told me that his going to London. He wants further his study with his girlfriend. I glad to hear it and now my brother told me that he had married. I’m glad to hear and sometimes I feel disappointed on him because can’t see he married. His married at there and my brother lost contact with him. Last years, my brother told me that his going back for Hari Raya Puasa. My brother had met him and I don’t want to see him because my brother has known it that I have crush on his friends. My brother does not angry on me because he knows I’m just admirer on Mohd Izmir. With the same years, I had admirer with another my brother friend at UITM Shah Alam, and it will be my second crush.
Sunday, May 20, 2007
Sunday, May 20, 2007
What the best birthday present you received? What is the best one you gave?
The first best birthday that I have received is while I in form 5. Where is my brother given me the watch that is suitable for me. He buys for my birthday present with his own money. He just works as a dispatcher at Cognis Company. Although the salary is just only enough for him, he never forgets to buy a present to me. I appreciate that his present and until now I still keep that watch, although their string had break. Well, I appreciate that present until now because he love me very much and I will never forget that day when I in form 5 in 2004.
My second best birthday present that I have received is at last year in 2006. Where is my parent given me the Sony Ericsson telephone. At the beginning, I just joke that I want the telephone for my birthday present. That day happen is before my birthday. When my birthday arrive, I think my parents will give me that the telephone but my mother said, my father not enough money to buy my present because before 3 day arrive my birthday my father had an accident. My father impinges a motorcycle. So, my fathers need to pay the motorcycle that have damage and for my birthday present my father make a promise to buy it for the next month. Well, the promise is desire and I get the present in month of August. Until now I used the Sony Ericsson telephone and I will appreciate that all presents that I have. I will never to destroy it.
The best that I had given it is I sing for my boyfriend birthday in last years. First time I sing for man and the man is my boyfriend now. He also special in my heart. At the first I wish like usual and said something for my feeling on him. With respect him as my boyfriend and honest be together with him. The best present that I have given to him is I disgorge all about my feeling on him. After that I sing for him, he wants me to sing for him for everyday. He said, he appreciate that what I have given to him and thanks to be his first love and he love me forever and ever. Also he wants me to be he wife. InsyaALLAH……..
What the best birthday present you received? What is the best one you gave?
The first best birthday that I have received is while I in form 5. Where is my brother given me the watch that is suitable for me. He buys for my birthday present with his own money. He just works as a dispatcher at Cognis Company. Although the salary is just only enough for him, he never forgets to buy a present to me. I appreciate that his present and until now I still keep that watch, although their string had break. Well, I appreciate that present until now because he love me very much and I will never forget that day when I in form 5 in 2004.
My second best birthday present that I have received is at last year in 2006. Where is my parent given me the Sony Ericsson telephone. At the beginning, I just joke that I want the telephone for my birthday present. That day happen is before my birthday. When my birthday arrive, I think my parents will give me that the telephone but my mother said, my father not enough money to buy my present because before 3 day arrive my birthday my father had an accident. My father impinges a motorcycle. So, my fathers need to pay the motorcycle that have damage and for my birthday present my father make a promise to buy it for the next month. Well, the promise is desire and I get the present in month of August. Until now I used the Sony Ericsson telephone and I will appreciate that all presents that I have. I will never to destroy it.
The best that I had given it is I sing for my boyfriend birthday in last years. First time I sing for man and the man is my boyfriend now. He also special in my heart. At the first I wish like usual and said something for my feeling on him. With respect him as my boyfriend and honest be together with him. The best present that I have given to him is I disgorge all about my feeling on him. After that I sing for him, he wants me to sing for him for everyday. He said, he appreciate that what I have given to him and thanks to be his first love and he love me forever and ever. Also he wants me to be he wife. InsyaALLAH……..
Monday, May 14, 2007
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
hello...
what is your favorite hobbies?
My favorite hobbies is like chatting at 2 a.m in the morning. I like chatting at the morning because the server in very fast. Actually I like chatting because I like to have more friends in others places.Sometimes, the chatter is more open minded of everything.The chatter usually talk about study,life,girlfriend,world and everything.But sometimes, the others chatter like to talk about sex. I hates that topic. I hates that topic because I don't like to share this topic to another person that I don't know where he or she come from. Although I can't see he or she face. when I'm thinking it back, I feel too shy and I can't talk about that again. But I will feel better when I talk about this to another people that I knew it. Because of that, my brother always ask me about period. Sometimes he will count my period days.. I don't mind if talk about this with my brother, but I knew his. For the chatting I couldn't talk about it. So, where the chatting usually chat on me about her ex-girlfriends. I can share the problem cause now I have a boyfriend.
My others favorite hobbies is I like to listening music. The others is music that I love to hear is rock music, slow rock music, sentimental music, R&B music, korean music and Japan music. I like to hear that music when I in free or clean the house and my room. Usually I like hear music rock when I in bored and tension. If more pressure I like to use headphone and turn on the volume until end. I like to this if I in pressure because it is can make me feel better. My head feels new and empty without of that pressure. Usually I only do that in one music rock only. I can't hear for many music to release my pressure because the music too louder can make my ear ill. I can't use another ways to make my pressure is better. For me, I can feel better in one music rock only and that is good enough for me to release my pressure.
Emm... what more??? I have no idea to write more.. huhuhuhu...
maybe that all... my head is blurred.....
hello...
what is your favorite hobbies?
My favorite hobbies is like chatting at 2 a.m in the morning. I like chatting at the morning because the server in very fast. Actually I like chatting because I like to have more friends in others places.Sometimes, the chatter is more open minded of everything.The chatter usually talk about study,life,girlfriend,world and everything.But sometimes, the others chatter like to talk about sex. I hates that topic. I hates that topic because I don't like to share this topic to another person that I don't know where he or she come from. Although I can't see he or she face. when I'm thinking it back, I feel too shy and I can't talk about that again. But I will feel better when I talk about this to another people that I knew it. Because of that, my brother always ask me about period. Sometimes he will count my period days.. I don't mind if talk about this with my brother, but I knew his. For the chatting I couldn't talk about it. So, where the chatting usually chat on me about her ex-girlfriends. I can share the problem cause now I have a boyfriend.
My others favorite hobbies is I like to listening music. The others is music that I love to hear is rock music, slow rock music, sentimental music, R&B music, korean music and Japan music. I like to hear that music when I in free or clean the house and my room. Usually I like hear music rock when I in bored and tension. If more pressure I like to use headphone and turn on the volume until end. I like to this if I in pressure because it is can make me feel better. My head feels new and empty without of that pressure. Usually I only do that in one music rock only. I can't hear for many music to release my pressure because the music too louder can make my ear ill. I can't use another ways to make my pressure is better. For me, I can feel better in one music rock only and that is good enough for me to release my pressure.
Emm... what more??? I have no idea to write more.. huhuhuhu...
maybe that all... my head is blurred.....
Saturday, May 12, 2007
12.May.2007
hallo.....Good evening..
Today is my first day to sign in on the this blogger.
It is very easy and fast to sign up as a new blogger.
well.. i'm happy now i have done my first assignment, but truly i said i really don't know how to use it.. heheh
Anyone can help me for this blogger..??? anyone..please help me...huhuhu..
hallo.....Good evening..
Today is my first day to sign in on the this blogger.
It is very easy and fast to sign up as a new blogger.
well.. i'm happy now i have done my first assignment, but truly i said i really don't know how to use it.. heheh
Anyone can help me for this blogger..??? anyone..please help me...huhuhu..
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